Monday, January 24, 2011

forgotten blog

woah woah woah.. looks like this blog is totally forgotten.. except me. haha. oh well just realised that there can be a thousand reasons not to like someone/ do sth, yet there can be no reason for us to like/do that one person/thing. is this considered an irony?
right now i'm procvrastinating to study my psyc and i'm seriously supposed to study the textbook esp since i've been ponning the lec since 1st lec-.- haha. hasn't been exactly a good student this sem. and i haven't been in exactly gd health since the beginning of 2011. maybe 2011 just isn't my year... or my year's luck is following the lunar calendar.. *pray hard*
haha. i think i'll just come by randomly and drop off some thoughts here and there. so tt even if i forget to tell you guys, hopefully by some sort of miracle, you guys would get to see it someday=)
or this could even become my personal blog. lol but i really do hope to see you guys posting sth soon... i wonder when is it?
anyway, i realised a problem with me: i have all these ideas of doing sth different but i realised i only have them in my head and not an action plan on how to achieve them. i guess i'm too used to things happening for me. relying on fate, destiny. but a truly extraordinary life different from others is sth you have to enable for yourself. you've to get urself ready when the opportunities come knocking. but somehow i just remain stuck in the ordinary daily life, maybe it's the habits, maybe it's the environment, or maybe it's just me.
currently, i'm facing a lot of uncertainties and i dun really know how to move forward, except to continue on the well-tredded path and hoping tt somewhere in front there's somewhere i can deviate off to the path i truly desire.
i suppose life itself is an irony. when you're uncertain, you want a fixed path; yet when you are trapped on a fixed path, you desire the uncertainties so that you can choose your own path. choices and destiny, either of which brings agony.
is life really worth living? or are we just a bunch of cowards who are living simply because we are too scared to die? or create a "god" so tt it justifies our existence? (tt's really pathetic- i'm still anti-god)

ok.. enough of my procrastination. back to psyc (unwillingly)

wanshi

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|10:10 PM|


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