well, first of all, since i'm on a mission to help our dear winy, i shall dispel all the illusions that you're under.
1) "a part of him actually cares and isn't a jerk"
this is part of his playboy trick. girls all loved to be treated like "the only one", cared for, the one he showed extra gentleness to. IT'S ALL A LIE. fact is maybe he's nice at times, but to most of the girls he hangs out with. and now in indo, why not the other girls, it could be you're nicer to be with? in addition, what happens once he's back in america? you in melbourne? you're going to be just another girl that he hung out with.
2) I felt committed to you[me] first"
this is probably because you guys asked him first or something.. or he felt he's somehow guilty... i mean afterall he sort of courted you didn't he? so it's kind of part of his duties and such..
3) With him, I feel like every single day is... precious or smth. I can feel each day going by like that. I don't know,... it's like i start to see time in small fragments and each little one of them is precious.
THIS, is simply because:
you're bored- no school, no whatever, this is the only thing that's keeping you busy
that's why you can actually feel the time when you're doing something that's actually enjoyable with friends.
there you go.. my very skeptical review of your previous entry..
wanshi...
as plato suggested, your reality is actually shadows...
Names: [[Su Peng]] [[Xin Yi]] [[Wan Shi]] [[Winy]]
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well, first of all, since i'm on a mission to help our dear winy, i shall dispel all the illusions that you're under.
1) "a part of him actually cares and isn't a jerk"
this is part of his playboy trick. girls all loved to be treated like "the only one", cared for, the one he showed extra gentleness to. IT'S ALL A LIE. fact is maybe he's nice at times, but to most of the girls he hangs out with. and now in indo, why not the other girls, it could be you're nicer to be with? in addition, what happens once he's back in america? you in melbourne? you're going to be just another girl that he hung out with.
2) I felt committed to you[me] first"
this is probably because you guys asked him first or something.. or he felt he's somehow guilty... i mean afterall he sort of courted you didn't he? so it's kind of part of his duties and such..
3) With him, I feel like every single day is... precious or smth. I can feel each day going by like that. I don't know,... it's like i start to see time in small fragments and each little one of them is precious.
THIS, is simply because:
you're bored- no school, no whatever, this is the only thing that's keeping you busy
that's why you can actually feel the time when you're doing something that's actually enjoyable with friends.
there you go.. my very skeptical review of your previous entry..
wanshi...
as plato suggested, your reality is actually shadows...