Haha...thanks for the reply supeng. We're The Cancerians afterall...hehe...Ya, i didn't reply to his "maybe we shouldn't be together in the first place" msg too. But he called anyway, so i told him everything. And btw, after typing the post just now, he called, and at first, i actually didnt want to break the news(break up) to him yet. However, he left me with no point by asking me a question like this "So tell me your whole point. You want to break up?" Then...i have no choice but to tell him "In this kind of situation, i don't think we can maintain a long distance relationship" So yeah...he asked me "So you want to break up?"..i told him i need the break up, it's not a want, but a need. The only thing is that i really feel bad, cuz he kept crying. Seriously..i mean...i was asking myself...man...why do i have to make him cry...I didn mean that to happen. Then he just kept saying he doesn't want to break, and he just kept saying please, don't break up with him, and just kept begging me and kept crying and kept asking for another chance. At one point of time..i really feel bad and pity him..and i really feel that i should do smth to make him better. But..i just have to stand my ground, right? Ya..and he left me with no choice, cuz he was just too...determined on going back again. He just wouldn't stop doing that...and i had to say smth like "If you love me, just let me go..Give yourself another chance to find someone better, someone who would understand you better, someone who wouldn't hurt you" And he just wouldn't listen..i felt like just hanging up like that. But i just said that i had to go somewhere...so i hung up...And he told a guy William, that he felt like dying and stuff...then William told me... I told my mum about it too, and my mum's like "Don't be afraid, it is not your fault." Is it really my fault? Should i be feeling bad?? Well yeah i should but...Sigh.. I just hope he understands.
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Names: [[Su Peng]] [[Xin Yi]] [[Wan Shi]] [[Winy]]
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Haha...thanks for the reply supeng. We're The Cancerians afterall...hehe...Ya, i didn't reply to his "maybe we shouldn't be together in the first place" msg too. But he called anyway, so i told him everything. And btw, after typing the post just now, he called, and at first, i actually didnt want to break the news(break up) to him yet. However, he left me with no point by asking me a question like this "So tell me your whole point. You want to break up?" Then...i have no choice but to tell him "In this kind of situation, i don't think we can maintain a long distance relationship" So yeah...he asked me "So you want to break up?"..i told him i need the break up, it's not a want, but a need. The only thing is that i really feel bad, cuz he kept crying. Seriously..i mean...i was asking myself...man...why do i have to make him cry...I didn mean that to happen. Then he just kept saying he doesn't want to break, and he just kept saying please, don't break up with him, and just kept begging me and kept crying and kept asking for another chance. At one point of time..i really feel bad and pity him..and i really feel that i should do smth to make him better. But..i just have to stand my ground, right? Ya..and he left me with no choice, cuz he was just too...determined on going back again. He just wouldn't stop doing that...and i had to say smth like "If you love me, just let me go..Give yourself another chance to find someone better, someone who would understand you better, someone who wouldn't hurt you" And he just wouldn't listen..i felt like just hanging up like that. But i just said that i had to go somewhere...so i hung up...And he told a guy William, that he felt like dying and stuff...then William told me... I told my mum about it too, and my mum's like "Don't be afraid, it is not your fault." Is it really my fault? Should i be feeling bad?? Well yeah i should but...Sigh.. I just hope he understands.
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