Finally, i managed to convince myself that it is time i should give the blog a visit and at least type a post.
Class Drama is over and i thought it was ok and of course one source of pressure is gone~ YAY! Many people said that i had this "depressed" look during the period of rehearsals, inclding wan shi and su peng. I wasn't very happy but it wasn't that bad, was it? But I am glad that it is finally over and I can now spend a little more time into focusing on my studies which all of a sudden think is disastrous. I mean geog to be exact though I know mrs ismail's intention but it isn't a good beginning but this certainly wakes me up and of course the rest of the class.
Days pass and all of a sudden I feel that i urgently need to 'push' myself when just a few days ago the 'O' application form was handed to us. October, it seems so far away but realise it? We are now already at the March holidays when i actually remember it was not so long ago that school reopened.
I remember very well what mrs Lai told the class yesterday. "you people can be clever kids but well, many are becoming selfish" i mean what she said was quite true. The competition in the class is getting stronger and everyone is trying all kinds of methods to not share too much with others. WHY? I don't know why but this is what i have to do to keep up with the competition and I think its really bad. But just left with no choice.
Anyway, family day is coming but i feel that we 4/5 may look bonded at times but there is this 'something' that really seperates as into individuals. But being the last year with the class, i hope to see the class get 2gether. No longer scattered into their groups but very likely it impossible.
i wanna to feel HAPPY but what can i do?
xinyi-
Names: [[Su Peng]] [[Xin Yi]] [[Wan Shi]] [[Winy]]
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Finally, i managed to convince myself that it is time i should give the blog a visit and at least type a post.
Class Drama is over and i thought it was ok and of course one source of pressure is gone~ YAY! Many people said that i had this "depressed" look during the period of rehearsals, inclding wan shi and su peng. I wasn't very happy but it wasn't that bad, was it? But I am glad that it is finally over and I can now spend a little more time into focusing on my studies which all of a sudden think is disastrous. I mean geog to be exact though I know mrs ismail's intention but it isn't a good beginning but this certainly wakes me up and of course the rest of the class.
Days pass and all of a sudden I feel that i urgently need to 'push' myself when just a few days ago the 'O' application form was handed to us. October, it seems so far away but realise it? We are now already at the March holidays when i actually remember it was not so long ago that school reopened.
I remember very well what mrs Lai told the class yesterday. "you people can be clever kids but well, many are becoming selfish" i mean what she said was quite true. The competition in the class is getting stronger and everyone is trying all kinds of methods to not share too much with others. WHY? I don't know why but this is what i have to do to keep up with the competition and I think its really bad. But just left with no choice.
Anyway, family day is coming but i feel that we 4/5 may look bonded at times but there is this 'something' that really seperates as into individuals. But being the last year with the class, i hope to see the class get 2gether. No longer scattered into their groups but very likely it impossible.
i wanna to feel HAPPY but what can i do?
xinyi-