Okie, today second day of school is quite good. Quite, that is at the end of the day, last period, at least i get to talk and felt more comfortable through the discussion for class painting. I haven't talked to half of the class, but i know all their names already. Mrs Lai is good as an English teacher, Maths...clueless, Ms Lew's also good as a physics teacher and form teacher.
About yesterday, i have to tell you all that, that was the first time i felt pressure, hopeless, helpless, sad, irritated, annoyed, depressed...all together at once. The feelings all just overwhelmed me. Maybe it's because i really miss my cousins in the earlier period of the day, then suddenly missed my parents, then whole family, then...really broke down. The feeling that came to me once when i was in p5 or p6, came back. That time, i kept crying for a few days. The feeling was really horrible. That one, i have to explain it in school. Can't put into words here. After talking to my parents yesterday, felt so much better and lighter...and i think they're really so understanding. My dad has a power...that is, even before i told him anything and he just said hi, the tone and his voice is like...i dunno...that i can cry immediately. My mum too. Then when they asked what happened, sometimes i couldn't really answer...haha, cuz i kept crying. Emotional i guess.
So, now you all know the whole thing. I'm just glad i have friends for me to talk to when i'm in this kind of situation. Anyway...i think i'm going to have sore throat again....sigh...
Good luck people!! Best wishes always..
Winy
pulled out from the realm of darkness...
Names: [[Su Peng]] [[Xin Yi]] [[Wan Shi]] [[Winy]]
[[ Don't talk crap, it's fucking rude ]]
Okie, today second day of school is quite good. Quite, that is at the end of the day, last period, at least i get to talk and felt more comfortable through the discussion for class painting. I haven't talked to half of the class, but i know all their names already. Mrs Lai is good as an English teacher, Maths...clueless, Ms Lew's also good as a physics teacher and form teacher.
About yesterday, i have to tell you all that, that was the first time i felt pressure, hopeless, helpless, sad, irritated, annoyed, depressed...all together at once. The feelings all just overwhelmed me. Maybe it's because i really miss my cousins in the earlier period of the day, then suddenly missed my parents, then whole family, then...really broke down. The feeling that came to me once when i was in p5 or p6, came back. That time, i kept crying for a few days. The feeling was really horrible. That one, i have to explain it in school. Can't put into words here. After talking to my parents yesterday, felt so much better and lighter...and i think they're really so understanding. My dad has a power...that is, even before i told him anything and he just said hi, the tone and his voice is like...i dunno...that i can cry immediately. My mum too. Then when they asked what happened, sometimes i couldn't really answer...haha, cuz i kept crying. Emotional i guess.
So, now you all know the whole thing. I'm just glad i have friends for me to talk to when i'm in this kind of situation. Anyway...i think i'm going to have sore throat again....sigh...
Good luck people!! Best wishes always..
Winy
pulled out from the realm of darkness...